i have never felt so empty about anything

prone to tiny spurts of anger or sadness

but mostly empty

between a hundred other things the biggest clue was honestly when you didn’t reply to a text where i inferred some sort of longevity to our relationship lmfao

the world’s biggest red flag

i dont even know if im sad im just 

really bummed out that i’m right

will i ever actually be with someone who doesn’t get tired of me after a while

i didn’t particularly need the reinforcement that my paranoia is in fact not unfounded

do you ever hate being right

whats the fucking point in anything i am stupid and possessive and clingy and awful thats literally all the fuck there is to my personality 

pthp

yknow for my birthday it hasnt rly been….. 

a birthday.

and tbh i thought that i? i dont know what i thought

something dumb, being as its me

aggressively feels bad for no reason